HERE’S THE LETTER SHE FOUND:
I write to you now while you are sleeping, just in case tomorrow, it’s not me who wakes up beside you.
With these two-way trips, I am spending more and more time on the other side, and who knows? I’m afraid that I won’T come back from one trip.
Just in case tomorrow I am not able to understand what is happening to me. Just in case tomorrow, I’m unable to tell you how much I admire and appreciate your integrity, that determination of yours to be by my side, trying to make me happy despite it all. As you always do.